Sunday, January 13, 2008
thoughts of mine..
one must be smart enuff not to get too deeply embroiled in it.
keyword here is : SMART. but really, do u think humans can get that smart? then why are there mistakes.?
Some mistakes are erasable but some are, unfortunately NOT.
Live the present, not the past nor the future.
*sighs* if only its that fucking easy!
shud i be glad dat things are happening this way or shud i be smart enuff to fend it all away?
sometimes i wish life is as easy and as clear cut as math. where u can have only 1 right answer.
no matter what i say, what i do, what i intend to do, or what my decision is, there's always a contradicting factor to it. fuck uh. BIG TIME FUCK UH!
can i run away from it?
run away from reality?
run away from faces of Earth?
run away from all this crap?
run away from pple?
i know running is never a good option, for it never solves the prob.
but dont u ever wish that u can just run away from all e crap shit?
if given the chance, i know i wud for sure! but not forever thou. till when im strong enuff to face it again, i'll be back.
can i choose to write my own life?
choose to have WHO in my life?
choose to have who as a passerby in my life?
choose whatever i wanna choose?
can i?can i?can i?can i?can i?
can i?can i?can i?can i?
can i?can i?can i?
can i?can i?
can i?
i know im over-analyzing matters.
its in ME uh.
i cant help it but to over-analyze.
like i said, im e cautious type.
so my worries are called for.
over-analyzing - i chose to think of it as one of my strong traits, but no doubt its also my downfall.
im stupid only once.
only once pple, fucking geddit!
i shall never let myself be in the same spot again.
never ever again. for i am wiser now.
no matter how u thought,
how strong that someone is,
or how she always make e right decisions,
they still are prone to have moments like this.
its all only but human nature.
