Wednesday, May 14, 2008
We had just celebrated Mother's day havent we?
Im not gonna type super duper corny entries here where i know Mama wont read it for sure.
i think u pple what i meant by corny yea?
Pus i strongly believe words aint enough for me to express my heartfelt gratitute to her, my unlimited boundless love for her and yada yada yada .. ..
I may not be the fillial, obedient daughter all e time, nor can i be e daughter that did not make her worry, cry at all or what-nots.
i do have my disobedient, bad, difficult, bitchy, grumpy, pissed-off, sad, angry moments with her.
I clashed 'swords' with her and i am pretty sure at some time or another i had hurt her with my actions/decisions/words/body language n etc be it deliberately or not.
We have had some falls along the way, some real bad ones, but we stand up from it n move on.
I am definitely not the best daughter ard, that title is a lil too far-fetched for me, i dare not claim it.
Havent we all got flaws n mistakes? But we all learn from it, n not to repeat yet another episode for sure.
I dont live with her, which also goes to say i dont have as many hours as u do with yr Mama.
we seldom have regular lunches, dinners on e same table together.
i dont have e luxury of sleeping together with her on e same bed.
Neither do i have e luxury of goin to e market n cooking together with her.
But that doesnt makes me any less den anyone who have e above. Infact i believe i stand out from e rest of u.
To maintain a close tight bond with yr Mama in yr prime age is no easy task regardless of if she's within eye distance or no. -- by prime i mean its in yr rebellious teen years or even after that, whichever applies.
So, if living under 1 roof is already a hassle for u to attain all e above, den tell me how easy it is for someone who is not as privilleged so as to meet her mum daily?
She's unique, special, exeptional n stands out amongst the rest, simply becos she's my mum.
She may be very lenient with me, infact too lenient some may say, but why e hell should i give a damn abt other's opinions?
Many a times, i hear pple passing remarks on how me n my mum converse. the way we talk n the words we used.
i dont deny that it doesnt seems like yr average mum-daughter conversations.
Tell me, how many Mamas do we have that can get her daughter calling her n asking for directions to that nightspot she's been lookin for, what drinks hv e highest num of alcohol content, conversing on aku, kau n such. Told u, we're not yr average mama-daughter duo!
Ok maybe we do have a couple but still i believe my relationship with her is definitely one-of-a-kind!
At the end of it, if she's good then im good.
I love her no doubt. That definitely goes wout saying.
And, She knows that, undoubtedly.
*i know this entry may be a few days late. Better late den never, so they say huh?
