Friday, June 13, 2008
OK, strike that silly idea of me wanting to post a tribute to my previous company.
Who would wanna read it anyway?
Its been a month or so since I've been bumming at home doin nothing.
The first 2 weeks was great, as i do not have to wake up by the crack of dawn, yawn good nights by 11pm, wrecking my brains on what to wear to work 2mr, wrecking my brains yet agn for the 2nd time thinking should i bring home-cooked food for my lunch.
But gradually as time passes n weeks developing to month, i soon got tired of it and was abit restless. Restless that now i no longer receive a mthly paycheck, that now i cant go shopping when the moods kick in, cant go party n spend like how i used to, cant treat my brothers n e rest to movies, KFC n etc, cant send my Marlings for frequent grooming and cant buy them treats that are abit on the high end. I can name a few more, man.
So, Why did i resign in the first place?
- Firstly, after 2yrs of being with them, i feel i didnt progress at all. Same job title, same pathetic salary. Well they did increase, but just a lil wee bit of 20bux or so? My mom can do better, seriously!
- Second, u know its about time to throw in the resignation letter when yr immediate superiors did not do the job of looking after u, and thats not the 1st time it happen.
- Third, you know u still have annual leave but yr leave is subject to extreme availability cause if yr directors decide today he wanna bring some of his old, semi-bald, non-speaking ENG, partial blind friends or stupid shareholders[whichever applies, i cudnt fucking care less], yr leave is automatically rejected.
- Fourth, when u already inform the said person in charge of leave application, that u gonna take leave on the eve of a PH or the day after a PH a mth in advance, but at the last min they then tell u : Actually i applied on the same day too, so Personnel doesn't allows 2 admin staff to be on leave on e same day. Fucken crap!
- Fifth, when u apply for leave, obviously u have some thing else to attend to right? Well, guess what? The c.o dont think likewise as u. If they feel yrs is not impt, its rejected. As simple as that.
- Sixth, when people pushed all their job responsibilities to u just because u have nothing at hand to do. While i understand that its stated in my job scope : other ad-hoc duties as n when assign by superiors. They seems to forget or perhaps dun understand what Superiors actually meant. Do Delivery Dept staffs n Sales Co-ordinator frm Sales Dept sounds Superior to u? It certainly is not to me.
- Seventh, when people are very sore over the fact that i cleared all my paperwork and the fact that i have nothin at hand, they then asked u to do some silly stuffs like mass faxing n mass stamping of the C.o hotline num at every D/O paper.
- Eighth, when people takes u for granted just because u are kind and helpful? Isnt helping the security guard zapping some of his personal documents for the countless time helpful enuff? Now he actually wants u to help him send an email n do some printing as well! Do i really look like a some kind of a HELP-I-CAN-HANDLE-IT-ALL counter to u?
- Ninth, when some people just cudnt help it but to be a gossip monger n starts telling some rumours that it makes u looks VERY bad? thats not all, it certainly doesnt helps when the same person actually decide she wanna be a 2 headed snake, by prying into your personal lives. haven't they heard that u shud set aside personal n work matters?
- Tenth, this is the final straw. The one reason that totally jerks me off the cliff. The sole reason which makes me decide to tie up all my loose procrastination. Handling lunch distribution. The way the lunch was packed was very horrendous. Pieces of meats jutting out, gravy spilling all over, punctured lunch boxes. We're talking abt MEAT here, charsiew, pork n etc. Have they actually forget im a mulim? My c.o has abt 60+ staffs, why me? Why cant they asked the General Clerk, Sales Co-ordinator, Production Clerk? Just because i dont really have anything to do? Hah!
My mum always tells me, follow yr heart. Dont just stick with the same decision just because it gives u convenience. Whats impt is security. In my then c.o i dun feel secured at all.
Plus, i figure i rather do something i like, then do something i dont like. Staying in that co, really is not something i like at that point.
Sometimes i ask myself, am i doing the right thing? Was the decision i made at the spur of moment? Was i so overwhelmed n blinded by anger at that time?
After reviewing all the many reasons, i knew i made the right choice.
What's not to say that i may received a way more better offer after this?
Im gonna be optimistic, im only gonna think of all the good stuffs.
Wallowing is despair will not get u anywhere.
PS : My hols are next week! How fast time flies! =D
