Thursday, July 9, 2009
time of the year
And so, its e time of the year again. And im not feeling happy/delighted at all.Somehow, i am devoid of all the excitement which i should be having.Well, its just a day. It will pass by like any other.Trust me, it will. All along, for the past few consecutive yrs, it has been like dat. So, there wont be any exception for this yr.
Rcvd calls in e office where well wishes came pouring in, along with questions.Questions like wat am i doin tonite ? where will i be celebrating ? why am i werkin today ? Whr was i, at e eve of my day . doing wat ? And to dat - i replied : at home, doing my laundry. Yes, i am boring, pathetic n a no life mutherfarker like dat. That certainly ceased all other questions. What a relief !
And customarily, like a annual routine, pple of my immediate ones never fail to make me shed. Not of joy or happiness. But rather its e opposite. And as much as i forbid it to flow, it eventually still rolled down. So sadd isnt it ?
ihatethis. andihateeveryone.
abe kl aku bastard, aku nk paitao krng semua, aku nk cancel chalet aku den matykan hp, amacam ckp? Ok perh?? Aha.
To all my usual suspects - u noe whu u are. See ya tmr or at e chalet. If im der, im der. If u dun see me, den dat means, aku paitau. So, be there or be square. Huhu.
To those yg aku tk invite, tapy kaki gerek dngn aku den text aku. Tkmo feeling shy ok. Ni bkn soal invite tk invite, ni slip of e mind. Mak bz dokk. So fhm2 la kan.
To those yg tk knl aku, or knl aku tapy aku tk brape fancy krng, kl rase tk malu, gatecrash ar partay aku.. Jngn tk jady uhh ok? :)
Happy 22nd, aini.
