Thursday, May 10, 2007
Frenzy State Of Cryin ... ... ...
Dunnoe why but im in a frenzy state of cryin lately....
sigh...
Just last Mon while i was onleave, i watched King Kong over at SCV..
n i cried at the ending!!
The ending is where king kong is being shot den falls off the buildin, all this for the sake of rescuing the lady. [i dun think any of my meows will do anythink like this for me!]
Im a very emotinal person when it comes to movies, esp movies involving animals.
I recall cryin countless of times when i watched e many reruns of Mighty Joe Young, esp the part where he drops frm the ferris wheel, man dat just captured my heart n i cudnt help it but let the tears flow freely!
Then there's the Free Willy, the whole series of it, i just kept weepin n weepin...
i dun think there is any one like me right..cryin at the above mentioned movies...
i noe deep dwn im a very much crybaby.
but u'll never catch me cryin coz the times when i cried are all done in my bathroom.
I'll be lockin myself up for hours n will let out everything...
I dun like pple to see me cryin coz dats when they'll see the vulnerability in me n i certainly dun like dat.!
i like to potray the image dat im a strong gerl, undettered etc etc..
I just dun like others to show me the sympathetic face..eeekkksss!
Oh well, dats just me, will never show my sadness/unhapiness to others...
Think im goin bonkers sooner or latter..
To0dles~!


