Lately, I've realised it absolutely doesn't help to play good Samaritian. Not only they don't appreciate u, but they take advantage of u and at the same time berate u as well. The bad things u do, they seems to remember it for life. The good things? They take it like it never happen.

Im beginning to detest some people which i know i shouldn't but i feel that they ought to be. I just dont understand why some people have it in them to treat people callously. Ive said it multiple times and i'll say it again, no related ones - i repeat it, NO ONE do things sincerely. Every single one of u do things for a reason or for a purpose. U do it to exploit. U have a hidden agenda behind all that u've done. All of which is just a whole FACADE. You are such a hypocrite, multiple faces arent u? And shame on u for that. I am so disgusted by it. Recent happenings or event have really opened up and widened my eyes. A big, wide eye-opener.

Funny thing is the person being exploited allows herself to be used, to be "extorted." I really dont understand why she, as a victim allows herself to be victim when she knowingly knows that she's being used. Sometimes, i just hate to hear when she starts pouring out to me. I understand that she needs a listening ear but im not one who will sit down, listen and do nothing about it. Not especially when i know she's someone related to me. And i god-damn hate it when she doesnt allow me to voice out on her behalf.

Ok nuff abt that, moving on. I hate how some certain people think that they can belittle me or bully me in a way where she thinks she have the upper say in all. Wisdom comes with age, that i'll agree. But that also doesn't goes to show that whatever u say is final, not all that comes out from u is always right. Most of the times, its just others giving in to u, really. Ask ard, if u dont believe me. Pathetic ain't u? Still think u rule and dominate all over us? Yr time is over.
O-V-E-R -- geddat!

Hers is a case, where u gv her a inch, she wants a yard. And im sick of giving in to her most times. After all those that i had given in, where does that leave me? Did she appreciate me? No she fucking don't! When she have fucking use for me, then she'll be all hypocrisy and be nice to me. I'm not a 3yr old girl which u can just cajole by buying me packets of sweets that cost fucking cheap 30cents all rite?!

Im fucking god-damn 21, dammit! I already have a mind of my own. I don't need u to dictate all over me. If there's anyone required to dictate me, that person shall be none other than my Mom. Funny how my Mom have explicit trust in me, and u don't. Well, not that u matter or i care anyway. Just that i kinda sympathized all watever u say to poison people mind or watever sympathy act that u've been hatching will all go down the drain. Try harder, SUCKERS!

U may have succeed once/twice but that doesnt mean u'll succeed all the time. U know how a bicycle pedal turns? Up and down? The same applies for u. This time round, Im gonna be smart. I have given u more then ample time to be smug about it.

Ok enuff of me ranting. A whole lot lighter now.

Oh before i forget, Im now working together with Babe. The same office building, cool or what!
I have a breakfast buddy now! Yeyness!! So next wk set eh, Nasi Lemak - Mon, Kway Teow - Tues, Bee Hoon - Wed?