i didnt sleep peacefully last night. i ony caught forty winks. Kept on tossing n turning in bed, finally drifted off to sleep sumwhere after 1230 or so. Even that, I woke up at every hour and i forced myself back to sleep again.

Im having migrane now. I dunno if the cause of it was due to lack of sleep or thinking too much. I cant concentrate at work, i am not focused. Heck, i dun even noe what e hell have i been doing for the past 8hrs or so.

Im gonna be in the office till 9 tonite. And thats how i plan to keep myself occupied from now on. So that way, atleast i know my mind wont run wild to entertain all those thoughts.

I've just finished talkin to him on the phone. And it pained me even more. So much more that what u people can imagine.

I am not cryin on the outer, not yet for now. But my heart is ripping inside. And this is what i called - a self slow death.

Now on mind playing : - Hampa Hatiku