Monday, July 9, 2007
Birthday birthday
Well... its my 20th bday today.
Just like wat i expected. No birthday cakes, no bday songs, no presents.. except for 2.. one of which was frm my office colleague while the other was from my mum's bf. Just normal bday sms'es to me. Nothin xtraordinary! Oh well i have grown immuned to it anyway. i stopped receiving or shall i say pple stop giving me me presents, err abt 3-4yrs ago?
Evry year w/out fail i always have mixed feelings on/abt my bday. No idea why. Dun even bother asking me. Mix feeling as in 50% so lookin forward to it while e other 50% just dun wanna noe what's e day gona behold for me. It just sucks to come back home n yet to find pple reacting like its nuthin. no celebrations and all. N not to mention e part where i fucking have to werk on my fucking bday?! Who does dat? Oh well... atleast im still getiing paid for it!
On n yea, at sum time of e day - my bday, i always get all teary.. err is dat sucha a werd? tearful i suppose.. oh well.. wadever i SO dun care. dunneo why. Last yr i recall i cried. n this yr too! coz i was moved to tears by my momma's sms to me. It just touches my heart okay pple?!
turned 20 so fast! i still feel like im takin my N's this yr.. still feelin 16-17s.. haas.
20 yrs of living.. so much has happened, so much has changed. changed for e better n for e worst! had learnt soo much...brr... all in a twinkling of an eye!
okok.. stoppin now. Happy 20TH bday to me!!
like usual again, today will just past like any other day.
used to it by now! Im just SO looking forward to Wed night! LAdies, go get ready!
dat present my mum promised me which also happen to be e one dat im darn hopin/pinin for, i just wish she lives up to her werds! if she doesnt, no worries ma, i still fucking love u! sorry for the profanities if u happen to read this. hees = )
P/S : Frens of mine, if u can read this fine print, wat e fcuk u waiting for? where is it? go get dat present for me NOW! ASAP.! Need i go further? heehee
