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Saturday, July 21, 2007
U N T I T L E D

Sumtimes i just wanna run away from everything. Totally Everything.
I just wish all wud come to a stand-still. Everything will just stop.
At times i really feel like giving up on myself, on my surroundings, e pple(s) n everything lah.

I dun even noe now why im tryin so hard everyday. Strugglin so hard wen at e end of everything i noe its all gonna be futile.
Again, dats typical of me n e human race to be in self-delusion? Self-denial?
Oh well, maybe its just me.?

No matter what i do, or what i have done pple will never acknowledge. Not even in e near future. When things go wrong then that's when they push the whole thing right back at me, right into my face n still even have e cheek to tell me dat im e one responsible for it! Im e one in e wrong.

Humans... i think its just natural for them to see the gd thing but never remember it. But e moment u make a mistake or sum sort like one they will bloody hell remember u for it. They'll even marked u for dat stupid itsy bitsy teeny weeny tiny mistake u have done. Name me one person whu hadnt make a mistake in his life? I dare say there's no one. If there is, i'll gladfully bow down to him!

I admit my way of dealin with things may not be right, i never say i was in e first place even! I noe i deal with stuffs e harsh/hard way maybe becoz i tend to have e perception dat thru e hard/harsh way e msg will get across?

My intention was just so simple n yet it seems like pple are really makin a big fuss over it.
I always gets misintepretd anyway.

Whats e use of sayin sorry when major/critical damange has already been done?
Crime rates are sure gonna take a dip if sorry cud be use to settle everything.

Sum mistakes u done is just not as simple as sayin sorry, forgives den forget.
There's so much more to it.

all it just take is one for all to crumble. to be like totally disappointed in absolute everything.

Typin so much here aint gonna be of any help either.
Just helps me express stuffs dat i've been supressin.
More like im talkin to myself, coz aftr typin u read it back to yrself?

Everything is just SO .. .. ..

n fuck im havin a splitting headache yet again! sigh. what else is new?!