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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Ultimately, i opened up to Momma, i told her almost the whole truth, thou i dont deny i hold back some, prolly abt 20% of the whole thing. And after hearing what hv she gotta say, it really makes me feel very, and i really mean VERY relieved. It kinda shocked me atfirst to hear her reply but i am thankful for her being so understanding, flexible, accommodating.

Moving on, i learnt about someone's dark, very dark secret today. A secret that really didnt come across my mind at all. Somehow, she didnt appear to be that kinda person. Then again, what difference does that make me from her?

Before i penned off, i finally saw his gf! He literally showed me the "not-so-bad-looking" gf at his mobile, out of his own accord. I must say, i was abit dissapointed w his choice. Erm, cruel truth to be told, not abit but a WHOLE lot dissapointed. Well, Not that he need approval on my part or anywhere near there thou. And neither am i implying that i am better looking then the gf, but he could have someone better. Honestly! Then again, Love is blind they said. If he's happy then i figure that's all that matters. He really do love the gf thou, i can see it from the way he talks abt their rship n abt her. And, funny how now when he talks abt it, i seems to be ok to lend a pair of very willing ears. Maybe because i have other pressing matters or other distractions sitting ard in my mind now.

The date with Mr R has been set! *wide smile* He came to me this afternoon and apologised. It didnt strike me that he was referring on last Sat's supposed date. I was kinda lost atfirst, but after he start mentioning abt he stood me up and etc .. den finally i piece it up all together. Not really putting hopes on this thou, he does have a slight tendency to go missing. So im going with the flow now.

Im feelin like Heaven is really a place on earth now.
Btw, i finally have realised, truly realised n understand that phrase now. When people (s) used to tell me abt it, i was really clueless and was thinking what exactly seems to be e big deal. But now, after experiencing it first hand, damn, that phrase cudnt be more then accurate! I so agree with it, like really totally!