Sunday, September 21, 2008
The past few weeks have been exceptionally blur. All happening too fast. Hectic but eventful too i must say.
Instead of seeing my pile of work decreasing, somehow it turns out to be the very opposite. Papers kept coming in one after e other, be it trng attendance, trng notices, invoices, trng forms etcs. I didnt know that there's gazillions things to do in trng. Here I am, yet to start clearing for Jul/Aug, and already i had received for e mth of Nov's. On top of that, there's still e daily manpower reports, daily in-hse planning, occasional franking, updating, data-entry, occasional tabulation of feedback forms, misc duties of mass highlighting for all involved depts etc.
Not that im complaing abt the wrk, i love it actually. What's not to love, when u know u have yr best laughing pill in e same office, just withing walking distance w u? And a couple other motivators which i shall not divulge more here. Im ok w e work, really. Just that some of it, its very time-consuming, so most time, wout me realizing, 15 - 30mins are already gone when im only half way or three-quarter e paper. And the next thing u knew, its already lunchtime or knock-off time.
Talk about laughing pill, now, eversince Babe joined KSG, i've been laughing for like more den 12hrs daily. And its tiring to laugh for more den 12hrs daily, trust me! But it sure as hell beats the sulking gloomy dark faces that we usually see. And Babe, im not whining about it! Infact, u are one of the MAJOR contributing motivating factor as to why im looking forward to work daily and why my energy level is always up.
-- OK, I KNOW, ITS E WKENDS, SO ENUFF ABT WRK! --
Recently ive been on a major eating out session w Babe. We had Ikea's den Popeye's, Sumo Hse's, Banquet, Nasi Ayam Penyet, some coffeeshops in e neighbourhood. Did i miss out on any? I think e 3kg that i had shed, e last time i checked must have been gained back already by now. Infact, i suppose it definitely has doubled or worst, tripled! Note to self : to go check agn 2mr! Put 2 gluttons or shall i say, food lovers together, this is the usual outcome expected. PS : aside to Babe, dun forget NewYork NewYork, Pariss Intl n where else?
I have tonnes of pics to be uploaded but as usual im freaking lazy to plug in e data cable eventhou e cable is already in my bag which is within my arm's reach. Yes, i am that damn lazy can? As of this moment, my eyes is already struggling to keep up n stay open. So i dont hv to elaborate more on uploading n stuffs. Like anyone haven't know, uploading anything is sucha bitch! I swear i can doze off on my notebook now if i were to upload all those 40 or 70-ish pics.
I have tonnes of pics to be uploaded but as usual im freaking lazy to plug in e data cable eventhou e cable is already in my bag which is within my arm's reach. Yes, i am that damn lazy can? As of this moment, my eyes is already struggling to keep up n stay open. So i dont hv to elaborate more on uploading n stuffs. Like anyone haven't know, uploading anything is sucha bitch! I swear i can doze off on my notebook now if i were to upload all those 40 or 70-ish pics.
Today he told me something that is really off guard. My heart literally stopped for a while just now. I was already looking at him w mouth semi-open. Thank god after he cleared e air, its not as what i thought it is. I wonder how am i gonna survive for that 1 month. He never fail to shock me, be in indirectly or not or even intentionally or not. And i dont really welcome this kinda surprises. But i like the fact that he let me know beforehand and not at e last min or none at all. I cudnt help asking why did he tell me? Was it all just purely in the name of work or just him telling me out of his own accord.? If its e first reason, why would he tell me this early? he could jolly well wait till like e last week to it and break e damn news to me? And it its because of the latter, why would he wanna let me know? Perhaps, its just me reading too much into this.
Today we didnt just exchanged merely pleasantries, we talked alot. A WHOLE LOT actually. And on crucial time like this, my peasy brain chose to die on me. Die in the sense that its not thinking, not working. Not generating any ideas/questions/topics n etcs. Damn this peasy brain! Here I am, trying soooo sooo hard to avert his gaze, not to look him in the eye, and afterwhich only to have him asking me to look at him directly face-on. Cool or what!? And to top it off, when already we hit moments of silence, when both of us have nothing to say, he still can stand there n look at me, in e eyes ok, no less! His body language gv me some hints, but i dont dare to go w my gut feeling or instinct with matters concerning him. Who knows, it may just be me clapping on one hand. Plus, i am no body language master or expert, for the record!
Monday, im gonna summon all my courage to ask him e big question. I've decide. Be it good or bad, i hope i hv e strength to take it.
Today we didnt just exchanged merely pleasantries, we talked alot. A WHOLE LOT actually. And on crucial time like this, my peasy brain chose to die on me. Die in the sense that its not thinking, not working. Not generating any ideas/questions/topics n etcs. Damn this peasy brain! Here I am, trying soooo sooo hard to avert his gaze, not to look him in the eye, and afterwhich only to have him asking me to look at him directly face-on. Cool or what!? And to top it off, when already we hit moments of silence, when both of us have nothing to say, he still can stand there n look at me, in e eyes ok, no less! His body language gv me some hints, but i dont dare to go w my gut feeling or instinct with matters concerning him. Who knows, it may just be me clapping on one hand. Plus, i am no body language master or expert, for the record!
Monday, im gonna summon all my courage to ask him e big question. I've decide. Be it good or bad, i hope i hv e strength to take it.
1 month, it is possible?
2days wout him is already very torturing, felt as if something's amiss, talk about a mth?!
oh wells, maybe this cud be a blessing in disguise from Allah? who knows in this way, i could n might forget all of him - all e illusions, e hopes, anything pertaining to him perhaps?
2days wout him is already very torturing, felt as if something's amiss, talk about a mth?!
oh wells, maybe this cud be a blessing in disguise from Allah? who knows in this way, i could n might forget all of him - all e illusions, e hopes, anything pertaining to him perhaps?
