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Sunday, October 12, 2008

i know that : -
  • this is not what i really want in the long run, thou i dont deny that the possibilities are so very tempting.
  • this spells TROUBLE for me with all caps lock, no less.
  • i am landing myself in hot soup.
  • i am giving myself unnecessarily worries / problems.
  • that i've done the impossible.
  • this is all-so-wrong but yet so thrilling.
  • And for the record, i know that I've done something forbidden.

Thou i must admit that : -
  • i just wanna have my fair share of fun.
  • i am enjoying myself silly now.
  • i just wanna live for the moment.
  • he does gives me that much-needed assurance.
  • i dont wanna think of all the tough times that lies ahead.
  • i am not heeding any good advice IRT this, period.

And i must confess : -
  • it kinda scares me to speculate where this would brings me in the end and how it all will end up.
  • It gets pretty nerve-wrecking to think of what im getting myself into now.
  • that i already knew, this will get nowhere.
  • And yes i am very well aware that it wont last, thank u.
But i couldnt help asking : -
  • what if i cant come to terms with it?
  • will i be able to live by my words or rules that ive set myself?
  • how assured can i really get? - words are still plain words at e end of the day.
He said : " U're a mess but in a great way. And sometimes the mess-ier it get, the better it will be. "

Does he really know what is he getting himself into and what is he landing me? i think, likewise he too must have been totally swooned by all this.

A chummy friend said : ' Though yr head is up in the clouds, just dont forget that yr feet still belongs on rough soils of earth. '

And i must really say, its so damn easy to forget about all this and get big-headed.

Oh wells, maybe i should really, REALLY stop thinking too much, eh?
Live for the moment, A. Remember that!