Friday, December 28, 2007
Countdown
I still hvnt had any plans for the cntdwn as per yet. N pple have been asking me
“so ainie wads e plan?”
i’ll go like....
“errr.... no plan yet ar... prolly not going anywhere or maybe steamboat with a couple of frens.”
They’ll be like gasping with wide eyes - (O_O)
When I saw their reaction I’m like .....
"hahaha...."
Truth be told is I don’t know where to head to!
For the past few yrs I’ve been to Pasir Ris Downtown East D’ Marquee.
And I’m sick of going to the same place for yrs.
I’m not even thinking of clubbing on that day cos it will be definitely full n ex like hell! Of course the cover charge will prolly be double or so?
oh n yea.. today retail therapy's with dear mama was simply awesome!
tell me, how or why it cudnt be when all u do is just pick the stuffs dat catches ya eyes n mum does all e payings? ahah...
Friday, December 21, 2007
Combating Anger~
first n foremost, congrats BIG TIME babe for nailing that job at e shipyard!
Watched Bee Movie with my bros, cousin n my aunt-to-be son. Very family/kid friendly movie. See... im a gd sister u know.. I bring my bros to watch movies during their sch hols... what more do u wanna ask from a 20yr old sister to a 6 n 8 yr old brother? I doubt there still are sisters of my age who bring their brothers to e movies. Okok I know, I’m just complimenting myself ok.
I now know of another way on how to release all my pent up anger. Hit the arcade/amusement centre! Now I fucking understand why my bros are suckers for those entire machines. Initially I tot these are just purely cheap entertainment. Which management use it to exploit monies from e teens n pples who frequent there. When I was a kid myself I also loved going to e amusement ctrs, but back den I fail to see it helping me in any way. I do realise that it suck my money well abit, I find it helpful thou. Especially playing the games of racing cars, Guilty Gear, and the best is the drums!!!! So what I’m being childish? I like it okay? N it’s my freaking money that I’m spending. So save all yr comments to yrself, as I already had made a date with e amusement ctrs at e end of this month with $15 to me n each of my bros to be wasted on e machines.
Prior to the amusement ctr I always combat my anger thru PSP. By playing the games of Burn Out, not e race event but e Road Rage. Where u knock into other cars while racing with them. Whoever has more takedowns wins. .
Way way before e PSP n arcade came into picture I always write it all out. I express myself thru writing. My feline family also plays a BIG part too cos whenever I’m down, sad, mad, angry, all I have to do is just stroke them, caress them.. Sayang2 them and automatically whatever I’m feeling at that time subside ALOT! If u guys got kitties, go try it out
Working life is so damn pathetically BORING lor. It’s all e same. Picking up calls, some itsy bitsy paperwork, filing, sorting n building castles in e air all e way till 5pm. Persevere ok ainie. Salary. Think of e teeny weenie amt they paying u at e end of every month. How diminutive e amt they paying u, be thankful that it helps u to pay bills, buy kitty food, gv parents allowance, satisfy yr entertainments n what other liabilities.
ermmm, this actually is just a randome boring post.. for me to yak n yakk.. ive been exceptionally talkative lately.. n quite filled with angst.. PMS? time of e month is coming perhaps. shitty fishy balls.
oh n Yours Truly hv been gorging herself like hell latey. tsk tsk.. dun start asking why.. cos she her ownself has no answer to that Q.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
good girl?
Im being a very good girl lately.
I have not been partying.
Not even on eve of PHs.
or e PH itself.
thats how good i hv been lately ok pple.?
n i fucking in sorely need of a night out NOW.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
DBL O - O bar
I kicked start my Dec with some tequila shots n baileys caramel. As usual I went clubbing. I went to Dbl O/O bar. going clubbing with my ex sec sch mates turns out to be GD & FUN.
It was triple the fun as we’re celebrating echa n amyrah bday n we’re meeting with more shqunites!
E Baileys caramel was so nice... i had a few shots of that.
And also more shots of Tequila.
The pictures turns out gd. Camwhoring n clubbing always comes together hand in hand. U don’t need me to elaborate more on that.
Not worth getting the jug cause it’s very diluted. U only taste more of e ribena, cranberry n not the vodka.
I lost count of e number of shots I down on that night. But I had fun uh. I always make it a point to have fun every time I go clubbing. What’s the whole point of u going clubbing if u don’t wanna have fun or even worst if u decide to be a rigid dead tree?
But I always, consistently emphasize on e crowd of pple u going with. I don’t know for others, but personally for me e crowd of whom I’m going with is very vital. CRUCIAL. U go with the wrong crowd, u don’t feel gd or comfortable, that's more then enough for me to go home rather than stay any minute longer with them.
So what if I may hurt their feelings? I won’t compromise myself for the sake of others. U want fun, well.. so do I. So don’t be that freaking selfish so as to think of solely yrself.
Reunion
I met up with some of my sec sch mates for a reunion after like 4 yrs I guess?? Aha... the feeling is funny u know. Cos right after I’m done with SQSS I practically don’t keep in contact with any one of them. I don’t actually shun them off totally. E contacts were like on off on off. I merely add them on friendster n they just remain there like white elephants. But overall ok lah we still hit it off. Well, what do u expect, we were like sec sch mates for like 4 yrs. Although at first it feels like as if I’m meeting some new frens but subsequently e feeling of being used to them, it all came back. It makes me feel like as if I’m being deported back to my days at SQS. N that feeling is simply awesome.
And as usual when this reunions calls for, we always have a few whom wont wanna turn up because of some silly reasons. I’m not mentioning names here so no pun intended to anyone all right. Days of my sec sch life was very fun although there are some bitchy, silly, stupid moments. I tried to let go of all the bad feelings and only absorb e good ones. I forgave but I won’t forget. It will still remain at e back of my head. I don’t lament on it but it now serves as a constant reminder for me not to commit or fell for e same excuse/mistake again.
Lamenting/clinging on it won’t do me any good either cos it’ll be like I’m nursing a vengeance on them. And it’s very hurting. Bad memories always hurt. Otherwise why would it be called bad memories then? Me of all pple, should know way better then dat.
I admit I wasn’t a gd role model back den in sqs I n I made some of their yrs over there sufferable. But being young n stuffs, I guess its all part n parcel of growing up.?
Back to e reunion. We went to Fig & Olive for dinner. E main course of whatever we had chosen was very BIG. N some of e food tastes quite bland too. And of course some of them are also yummy-licious good!
For the first time of my 20yrs of living I tried e sheesha... initially I tot it wasn’t the same like smoking ciggie. It was all fruity n lotsa flavas. But after taking a few puffs, it’s still like smoking to me cos I get all dizzy... ha-ha... maybe because I have already quitted smoking yea? But it was nice lah...
Went home at abt 2-3am? Again had oodles of fun!
Eve of Deepavali
Ok. I know this post is due EONS ago... but as typical like usual... i let e lazyness in me overruled.
So let’s backdate abit yea pple... all e way back to 7th Nov... E eve of Deepavali. At any club, for every eve of a PH it’s bound to be HAPPENING! N pple are but guaranteed to have heaps of fun... becos they dun hv to report to work neither to sch for e next day. But it’s not likely in my case. E only similarity I have with e masses is dat we don’t have to report for work the next day... but on e fun part... ermm..... ..
It was supposed to be double e fun for me and e rest of my frens as we’re commemorating my best gf bday. But lamentably, the door bitches had to ruin my night! I hereby declare, therefore as of from now I hate door bitches. Detest dem. I know its called door host, but on dat night e door host was a bloody lady so thus e change of host to bitch all right pple? E 1st door bitch was actually ok, but e one whom issued e drinks coupons is such a 1st class Grade A* @#$%$%^!!!
As we all know, most clubs like to take advantage of e eve of a PH to double or jack up e prices of their cover charge. And coincidentally e eve of deepavali falls on a Wed night. N the place that I’m heading for e night, their ladies night is on every Wed. So dayS before, I actually asked a gd fren of mine to email e management to asked if e ladies night privilege still apply for dat night. Amazingly they said YES! So u can imagine how wide my smile is when I hear dat piece of news.
We started Q-ing at 1045pm or so... e Q was already so so damn damn long! After Q-ing for what seems like ages, we still get to e entrance. Then...!!!! !!!! !!!! E door bitch then told us, “Ladies still get to enter for free but guys are either by invitation or guest list. So how, do u want to enter or exit?”
What the bloody hell!! And what a silly dumb qn. Does she actually think I’m gonna exit after Q-ing for ages? But ofcos.., there’s still e rest of my frens n their bf in the picture. Sigh... it’s gonna be a veryvery long night, I thought to myself.
Unwillingly e guys have to exit. N my gfs whose bf couldn’t get in also decide to exit. So much for my fun-filled night! I was thinking to myself, why didn’t they include this in e reply email back as well? Fuckity fuckity fuck! And amongst all e mini chaos, e bitch who was supposed to be issuing e drinks coupons didn’t issued dem to any of us. There are abt 5-6 of us girls. Thinking that she may have already passed it to one of my gfs, I head on in. Only after inside did I realise dat we didn’t freaking rcvd any coupons.
Bloody hell! It was supposed to be a ladies night n e drinks are part of e privilege. So my gf n me went outside n ask e 2nd door bitch. She claims she already pass to one of e girls. I head back in n ask my gfs... none of them rcvd anything. I went back outside again. She then says
“u calls all of the girls to come here, I recognise whom I pass e coupons to.“
I must say, I’m impressed dat she cud recognise all e faces that she gave out the coupons to. All of e hundreds who came! Gd memory eh for a door bitch who gave coupons to e tonnes of girls dat came dat night.
And for e fact that my fren’s bf couldn’t get in, they decide not to stay at e said club. We then brainstorm on where to go. Wanted to go Zouk cos another fren of mine was also celebrating his bday der. But was told, it was jam-packed to e max. N e silly Yours Truly over here didn’t have the foresight to ask for e num of dat fren! So Zouk was a no-no.
Some of us suggest why not head to MOS... Bound to be happening n drinks are 1-for-1... althou not as much as the above-mentioned-guys-only-invitation-club, but still... rather den zilch. But again... my fren who’s on e down side of e ATM on dat nite, MOS had to be strike out.
We had no choice but to cancel out another 2 of e most happening hotspot on dat nite. We decide to go to another hotspot which is located near e Durian. When we called them up to ask abt drinks/cover charges/events... the staff mentioned there’s not much of a crowd over there. But she also didn’t mention dat over there it’s a RETRO night. Perhaps it cud have slip off e staff mind yea? Wth! Tell me pple, how to dance?! But nvm, it’s ok, since e free flow of vodka makes up for it. Hee
So when we reach there, there was barely a handful. Less than 20 of them definitely, and this is of course excluding e staffs. So as the night pass along, more n more clubbers throng in. And the DJ on duty has no choice but to switch from retro to hip-hop/rnb... awesome isn’t it? So we had a ball of a time. At least I know I do. I can’t say the same for e rest of my friends. N I get to drink this pitcher of I-don’t-know-what which is full to e brim all by myself. And the best part is I dun even noe what e hell is dat drink. I do know, it consists of whisky, red bull.
N seems like e alcohol level is quite high cos I was a little too tipsy by e end of e clubbing session. I didn’t even finish up that pitcher, i only drank like ¼ of it. Almost ½ maybe. Oh n yea... for the first time in my 20 yrs of living i tried duck satay!!!!!!! @#$%^&&!!!! I don’t wanna elaborate much on e satay stuff.
At the end of it, it’s only me n Sheila are the ones left standing all e way till in e cab.
Yours truly will post up her next posting of the reunion of SQS.
