Thursday, February 28, 2008
moolah. buckeroos.
hehe..
i so SO like hearing the amt i have in my bank now.
keke.
even thou, its still ledger balance. but i just cudnt stop grinning. hee =DDD
if only evry mth, my bring back pay after deducting CPF is like that, whoa! i can imagine how am i gonna live it up.
finally. finally.
the feeling is just so indescribable.
hehe.
ok i know, i am SUPPOSED to post all my overdue stuffs, but too bad Yours Truly let laziness seeps in again.
instead of blogging of all e overdue stuffs, here i am posting abt how happy n excited am i feeling now.
i hope n pray hard that i can extend my living of, like a Queen is able to last till e end of Mar.
Erm, ok maybe Queen is a lil bit exaggerating.
but for the fact that i am feelin so elated n content n ofcos BLESSED, ok pe Queen.
feeling2 royal lah. haha. :)
oh and Babe, i know how i gotten e gastric flu. this must have been caused by e daily rants with u over the fone. ahah. i knew it, u pass yr virus to me via e fone kan! :D
PAYDAY! & outstanding tasks :)
22 hrs more to payday!
*extra WIDE BIG BIG smile* hehe
words just simply cant explain the euphoric n exciting tingling feeling im having now. kekeke =DD
wanted to find some layouts.
e layouts i g0t are oh-so dissapointing.
n im on MC today.
the gastric flu hit me. sigh!
and i am supposed to update my way-way overdue post which is e eve of CNY, ECP event, last sat outing n so much more.
and i have to upload pics of last sat n send it to cha.
and im also supposed to notify pple dat some pics are already uploaded, edited n ready for grabs.
plus there's like a dozen more stuffs for me to do online. but i kept forgettin or postponing. tsk.!
i will be online again later to clear all my outstanding tasks.
but for now, im gonna head to e shop to buy some wet food to feed my kittys, since their daily kibbles are already finished. TOTALLY FINISHED.
and i so can bet that my mum is so gonna nag at me for not gvg them their staple diet.
besok lepas kul 2 baru payday kan, jadi leceh lah nk go to e shop just to buy 1 small pckt den 2mr go agn n buy for e month of Mar supply. kan senang besok pegi n beli evrytink in one whole shot.
my cats are not gonna die eating whiskas/friskies food for 1 day.
althou i very much dislike the idea to e core. but oh well, 1 day of W of F wudnt do much damage kan?
Thursday, February 21, 2008
wirelessly. FINALLY! phew~
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!
i am able to surf wirelessly at home on my notebook.
yipee yipee yay!
before this, i had to TAP into my own freaking network or i had to use e cable frm the modem n plug it into one of the ports at my notebook.
but THNK GOD finally all that is over and i can surf WIRELESSLY.
so now, that stupid chicken nuggets EDIMAX router has finally found its purpose!
and according to MR PC-Repair guy, the router was certainly not performing like how it was supposed to. cos he had to like manually typed in e whatever-freaking-shitballs DNS numbers.
n know what, i was told at that price that i paid for that router, i was RIPPED OFF!
damn it! double damn it! triple damn it!
i just knew it! fish! dolphin! sharks! squids!!
and e best part is, the freaking mall whr i get dat router is e PLACE where it's been said u can get cheaper cheaper price on PC, notebooks n whatever shits u lookin for.
n still i get ripped off?
bloody swine! bloody shit!
oh, i SO cant wait for this sat!
n seems like March cudnt be a more betta month den to hv e IT fair?
e DGcam n all e notebooks are like calling me to upgrade my current ones. bleargh~
i have to beat e temptation. HAVE TO.
lady luck on my side? or no? since march is also e month where i am gonna rake in more. MORE! not twofold definitely. but MORE.
my willpower of not gonna get TEMPTED is SO gonna super super test me.
of all times, it had to be a few weeks frm now.
why cant it be on some other month or weeks?
why must it be on dat specific month where i am able to live like a Queen a little?
whatever i gv out, i gain back more. more then tenfold.
so its a blessing in disguise afterall. in the form of e buckeroos.. weehee..!
Saturday! Saturday!
counting dwn!
40 more hours to go!
and i so cant wait.
: ) : ) : )
Sunday, February 17, 2008
stop
i gave up.
i dont wanna continue this stupid ridiculous fucking race.
others have already finished their race, while im still back at the starting point.
so was whatever distance i ran all this while for nought? for nothing?
i gave up the ludicrous search.
i gave up the treaure hunt.
for it is futile.
its like im able to see the prize, which is right infront of me but i feel there's no way i can geddit.
why, u may ask.
because there will forever be a transparent glass there which i am always unable to pass thru.
so im not gonna preservere anymore.
im not gonna fight for it.
im not gonna do anything abt it.
Nor am i gonna gv 2 flying fucks abt it.
Pple say, imagine myself in a tunnel, where i am at e middle or semi-middle of it.
see e light? run towards the direction of that light, that is where im heading. That's my final destination.
Yeaaaa riiittteeeeee!
they are not me, thus its damn easy for them to say all this.
others have all reached their finishing line or the so-called tunnel or maybe atleast reach the last leg of it.
me? i am still at e beginning of it, ok well maybe half. and after that, i dont progress further.
im like STAGNANT there. or back at the starting line yet again?
now my stamina, energy, determination, willpower and whatever that came along with it has already died out. totally dead, which also mean Yours Truly see no point in fighting or hoping on.
So now, i officially decide to stop.
stop waiting
stop hoping
stop fighting
stop harbouring
stop preservering
stop searching
stop wishing
stop running for it. - i think it as FOR and not FROM.
im gonna make good my words now. trust me.
the idiom - once bitten twice shy cudnt be more spot on.
except in my case, its umpteen times bitten, and only now e realization to shy.
Monday, February 11, 2008
me? myself?
Have u ever feel like u dont know yrself anymore?
im not sure abt u but i definitely do.
i feel like i dont know myself anymore.
Like really dont know myself.
Dont know who's e me now?
I feel like im lost, confused.
I am unsure of what i want, what i have to do n etc.
I dont even know what are my supposed next step?
I find myself asking myself : 'who are u? really who are u aini? '
It just keeps playing over n over AGAIN in my mind.
I hope n pray hard that this phase is just temporary and it will soon pass.
Pls PLS PLS just let it go asap.
i hate this feeling if " i-dont-know-myself ".
Chicken Nuggets!
Dolphin sharks squids!
Lifestyle in SGP : )
In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB) ,
And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP) .
Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB) .
If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and get more from you.
So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE) ?
With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA) ,
Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB).
And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital (MOH) ,
You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund.
If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you,
And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE).
If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on the roads.
If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT),
OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS).
Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!!!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
handwritting & me?
omg! This is kind of partly accurate!
i was doing this application at Facebook.
And of course, randomly wasting time. well, what else?
What Your Handwriting Says About You :
You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. - i thought i am always energetic? Lethargic .. ermm .. i dont think so. But if its lazy, then YES i know. so thank u so much :)
You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance. - Lets just say, sometimes my will of determination kinda sucks oke?
You range from very outgoing to very shy. - me.. shy? hmm.. those who knows me shall be e judge.
You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. - really? hmm .. ..
You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles. - hell yea! i analyze things ALOT.
You are very detail oriented and meticulous. - refer to the italicated words above please.
You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual. - so thanks for reminding, like in all my previous posts, again i announce, i am a very careful n cautious person when the occasions calls for it.
You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. - TOTAL spot-on! i just hate being alone.
You are a little nosy and intrusive. - haha! not to my knowledge, but maybe perhaps?
You sometimes don't give people enough space. - this is definitely not something that im aware of. serious!
You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. - well well ...
You listen to your head and your heart. - but of course!
You are a good communicator. - my teachers always says i can make a very good leader, and pples have been telling me that somehow i can be an influential figure. positive or negative, i dont really wanna know or care. so maybe that counts?
You work hard to get your ideas across effectively. - duh?! whats the use of yr idea if no one knows? u gonna bring it to ya grave?
Ok, Yours Truly will be back with her next post on CNY's Eve at Powerhse and ECP bday bash!
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Coco Groomed!
Ok, so finally i had sent Coco off for grooming.
after like soo~ long.
just cudnt decide which groomer to send to. n of course e lack of time.
whenever i alr decide to sent on a certain date, the chosen grooming salon's will either be full house or some other shitty reasons.
so finally i decide not to go to the ones dat Coco had already went to, but instead to a new groomer. Im just risking it, taking my chance. U hv to try it for the 1st time then u are able to know how good are they.
ok, so nuff talking aini.
Feast yr eyes on Magnificent Marling Coco, pples.
*oh n yea, i chose to trim him THAT short*
*oh n yea, i chose to trim him THAT short*
and i SPECIALLY SPECIFIED his butt to be trimmed like this --
contact lens part II
on my previous post abt me and contact lens cudnt go together,
with my eyes being red n stuffs.
n now.. guess wat??
problem resolved!
yippee!!
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
CNY
17:27 PM Wednesday 6th february 2008 - Eve of CNY
- -
i had decided or chose to lost all e mood for e supposed-to-be "fun" long holidays that i am bestowed with, from 6th Feb that stretches to next week, 11th feb.
how not to when :
- one becomes too many?
- one becomes too fucking plastics?
- one have too many awesome places to head to but no specific one has been decided and no one to go with? *im not a loner lor, i like to go with - e more e merrier.*
- one has too little time in a night?
- one doesnt wanna waste too much money on small ridiculous n mundane daily basics stuffs?
- one wanna CLUB but got no party pples?
- one wanna get WASTED but unfortunately and sadly, again no drinking buddies?
conclusion is : bleargh! i seriously fucking-ly hating this!
Monday, February 4, 2008
stupidity!
omg!
this is so freaking stupid and fucking utterly ridiculous!
i want no part in it. have never wanted.
dont they geddit?
seriously, which part of e ' i do not want to know or get involve ' do they not understand?
