Friday, August 29, 2008
I honest to god have got TONNES to blog about, but ill hold back for now and save it for 2mr, bcoz time check now : 22.29PM and i SHOULD be sleeping already.!
Why u ask? Because i have to rise and shine at 0500am!!!!
I promise, cross my heart i'll update all 2mr.
I couldnt help thinking, how it is possible that one's feeling for the other is still SO OVERwhelming like an angry volcano which is about to erupt while the other is being so temperamental and unpredictable like a chameleon which changes its colour within a bat of yr eyelid.
He is really absolutely FREAKING temperamental and unpredictable. Nothing is the same when i see him daily. But still, i have the hots for him!
Anw, my books had arrived! Now, i cant wait to read em!
Babe, the dinner we had earlier was awesome man! Im full by all the laughters, not the food actually. Still the service sucks! FELS 2mr agn?
Monday, August 25, 2008
I wished to know more about him. Really, i do. But, thing is, i dont know how to broach the subject. I dont wanna tell him openly that i fancy him. I only know part of his name n his nick which everyone called him. No idea on how old, marital status and all.
And im scared that after i know the real deal, i maybe disappointed or even worst, much more hopeful. I dont wanna reach to that point of no return. I mean, i dont even know how/what he looks me as. He's kinda unpredictable, u see. On some days, i am god-damn sure that whatever im feeling is not one-sided, and its being reciprocated but on other days he seems very "untouchable". Well, like all others he too have his tempers, ups and downs.
Somehow deep inside i knew that this is just a one-off thing, an infatuation. But now its very, and i really mean VERY overwhelming. Im constantly thinking of him 24/7. i look forward to see him everyday. I try to steal every precious single moment/minutes/seconds to talk to him. Asking him silly question when i already knew he know nuts about it or question where it doesnt involves him at all.
shitshitshitshit. i dont like this, or maybe i like this but i dont like the real deal? Bloody McSpicy!
And im scared that after i know the real deal, i maybe disappointed or even worst, much more hopeful. I dont wanna reach to that point of no return. I mean, i dont even know how/what he looks me as. He's kinda unpredictable, u see. On some days, i am god-damn sure that whatever im feeling is not one-sided, and its being reciprocated but on other days he seems very "untouchable". Well, like all others he too have his tempers, ups and downs.
Somehow deep inside i knew that this is just a one-off thing, an infatuation. But now its very, and i really mean VERY overwhelming. Im constantly thinking of him 24/7. i look forward to see him everyday. I try to steal every precious single moment/minutes/seconds to talk to him. Asking him silly question when i already knew he know nuts about it or question where it doesnt involves him at all.
shitshitshitshit. i dont like this, or maybe i like this but i dont like the real deal? Bloody McSpicy!
close ones, im sorry if i kept on harping/talking all about him.
Babe, can ar? can ar? can ar? Im sure the infatuation will be over soon.
Bear with me on this.
Babe, can ar? can ar? can ar? Im sure the infatuation will be over soon.
Bear with me on this.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Im done uploading Sue's wedding pixies. Link is HERE
Anyhoos, i have loads to blog about but as usual my lazy fingers are acting up again. I'll summarize oke?
Anyhoos, i have loads to blog about but as usual my lazy fingers are acting up again. I'll summarize oke?
Lately, I've realised it absolutely doesn't help to play good Samaritian. Not only they don't appreciate u, but they take advantage of u and at the same time berate u as well. The bad things u do, they seems to remember it for life. The good things? They take it like it never happen.
Im beginning to detest some people which i know i shouldn't but i feel that they ought to be. I just dont understand why some people have it in them to treat people callously. Ive said it multiple times and i'll say it again, no related ones - i repeat it, NO ONE do things sincerely. Every single one of u do things for a reason or for a purpose. U do it to exploit. U have a hidden agenda behind all that u've done. All of which is just a whole FACADE. You are such a hypocrite, multiple faces arent u? And shame on u for that. I am so disgusted by it. Recent happenings or event have really opened up and widened my eyes. A big, wide eye-opener.
Funny thing is the person being exploited allows herself to be used, to be "extorted." I really dont understand why she, as a victim allows herself to be victim when she knowingly knows that she's being used. Sometimes, i just hate to hear when she starts pouring out to me. I understand that she needs a listening ear but im not one who will sit down, listen and do nothing about it. Not especially when i know she's someone related to me. And i god-damn hate it when she doesnt allow me to voice out on her behalf.
Ok nuff abt that, moving on. I hate how some certain people think that they can belittle me or bully me in a way where she thinks she have the upper say in all. Wisdom comes with age, that i'll agree. But that also doesn't goes to show that whatever u say is final, not all that comes out from u is always right. Most of the times, its just others giving in to u, really. Ask ard, if u dont believe me. Pathetic ain't u? Still think u rule and dominate all over us? Yr time is over.
O-V-E-R -- geddat!
Hers is a case, where u gv her a inch, she wants a yard. And im sick of giving in to her most times. After all those that i had given in, where does that leave me? Did she appreciate me? No she fucking don't! When she have fucking use for me, then she'll be all hypocrisy and be nice to me. I'm not a 3yr old girl which u can just cajole by buying me packets of sweets that cost fucking cheap 30cents all rite?!
Im fucking god-damn 21, dammit! I already have a mind of my own. I don't need u to dictate all over me. If there's anyone required to dictate me, that person shall be none other than my Mom. Funny how my Mom have explicit trust in me, and u don't. Well, not that u matter or i care anyway. Just that i kinda sympathized all watever u say to poison people mind or watever sympathy act that u've been hatching will all go down the drain. Try harder, SUCKERS!
U may have succeed once/twice but that doesnt mean u'll succeed all the time. U know how a bicycle pedal turns? Up and down? The same applies for u. This time round, Im gonna be smart. I have given u more then ample time to be smug about it.
Ok enuff of me ranting. A whole lot lighter now.
Oh before i forget, Im now working together with Babe. The same office building, cool or what!
I have a breakfast buddy now! Yeyness!! So next wk set eh, Nasi Lemak - Mon, Kway Teow - Tues, Bee Hoon - Wed?
Im beginning to detest some people which i know i shouldn't but i feel that they ought to be. I just dont understand why some people have it in them to treat people callously. Ive said it multiple times and i'll say it again, no related ones - i repeat it, NO ONE do things sincerely. Every single one of u do things for a reason or for a purpose. U do it to exploit. U have a hidden agenda behind all that u've done. All of which is just a whole FACADE. You are such a hypocrite, multiple faces arent u? And shame on u for that. I am so disgusted by it. Recent happenings or event have really opened up and widened my eyes. A big, wide eye-opener.
Funny thing is the person being exploited allows herself to be used, to be "extorted." I really dont understand why she, as a victim allows herself to be victim when she knowingly knows that she's being used. Sometimes, i just hate to hear when she starts pouring out to me. I understand that she needs a listening ear but im not one who will sit down, listen and do nothing about it. Not especially when i know she's someone related to me. And i god-damn hate it when she doesnt allow me to voice out on her behalf.
Ok nuff abt that, moving on. I hate how some certain people think that they can belittle me or bully me in a way where she thinks she have the upper say in all. Wisdom comes with age, that i'll agree. But that also doesn't goes to show that whatever u say is final, not all that comes out from u is always right. Most of the times, its just others giving in to u, really. Ask ard, if u dont believe me. Pathetic ain't u? Still think u rule and dominate all over us? Yr time is over.
O-V-E-R -- geddat!
Hers is a case, where u gv her a inch, she wants a yard. And im sick of giving in to her most times. After all those that i had given in, where does that leave me? Did she appreciate me? No she fucking don't! When she have fucking use for me, then she'll be all hypocrisy and be nice to me. I'm not a 3yr old girl which u can just cajole by buying me packets of sweets that cost fucking cheap 30cents all rite?!
Im fucking god-damn 21, dammit! I already have a mind of my own. I don't need u to dictate all over me. If there's anyone required to dictate me, that person shall be none other than my Mom. Funny how my Mom have explicit trust in me, and u don't. Well, not that u matter or i care anyway. Just that i kinda sympathized all watever u say to poison people mind or watever sympathy act that u've been hatching will all go down the drain. Try harder, SUCKERS!
U may have succeed once/twice but that doesnt mean u'll succeed all the time. U know how a bicycle pedal turns? Up and down? The same applies for u. This time round, Im gonna be smart. I have given u more then ample time to be smug about it.
Ok enuff of me ranting. A whole lot lighter now.
Oh before i forget, Im now working together with Babe. The same office building, cool or what!
I have a breakfast buddy now! Yeyness!! So next wk set eh, Nasi Lemak - Mon, Kway Teow - Tues, Bee Hoon - Wed?
Before i penned off, i have to blog about this - -
I have the hots for u man, Amar!!!
Besotted, head over heels. Period! And this is bad. Very baaaadddddddd!
So long and goodnite, readers!
PS : cant wait for Singpost to deliver my books! -- Back to bookworm mode --
I have the hots for u man, Amar!!!
Besotted, head over heels. Period! And this is bad. Very baaaadddddddd!
So long and goodnite, readers!
PS : cant wait for Singpost to deliver my books! -- Back to bookworm mode --
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
No, my blog is not dead yet.
Im busy up to my neck to update. Honestly 24hrs in a day is really not enuff for me, can?!
So this serves as a friendly note to make u pple keep coming back.
I'll be back in the next post with more saucy, juicy photos, stories, gossips, rants and etc
Friday, August 1, 2008
Ive got oh-so much to blog.
So i met a guy at work this week, i can say we hit it off quite well. In the sense of we can click and talk like we've known each other for ages. Everyday, we always have something to talk about. Yah, i met him everyday, but he's not in the same office building as me. There's constantly topic for us to get the balls rolling. Untill he suddenly start to talk about anatomy issues, i am quite taken aback. Of course i see him not more then a friend, and i believe he too see me as his buddy? but still im a Lady for god sake! Shouldnt he atleast mind his words? Of all the things, he actually mentioned abt a girl wanting him because of his penis size?! (0_0) !!!!! And thats not all, he still got the cheek to mention : "i dun wanna tell u abt the size of it, later u might think im boasting, if u wanna know, i guess u have to find it out yrself."
My oh my! I am so, SO pissed n disgusted by those words. Whatever impression i have of him, that very conversation totally changed everything for the worst. Now, to make things easier for me, i am shunning him. I hope he gets it that im avoiding him. i understand that he's erm.. well excited to be having a girl wanting him for his gigantic, humongous P size. But the part where he mention, find it out yrself?! Where does that actually come from man, i wonder? Not as if, i mention i am besotted with him, or even much worst, his penis. Somehow, after that conversion, i am beginning to think that he's a desperado perhaps?
Moving on to lighter topics, i received packets of chocs from pples at work that i met on a daily basis. I wouldnt say he's a working colleague as he's not frm the yard. I am in a dilemma whenever i see him passing me by. I feel guiilty for taking n even much guilty for not taking. I dont him to say that i am giving him hopes or anything near that, but if i dont take, i donwant him to think that KSG's staff are stuck up, u see. I am not a mind reader, so i cant tell for what purpose or what are his intention of buying me chocs. If its just a one-off time of him buying me chocs, that, i can understand. But if its like, every time he meet me, which is like almost everyday, he pass me chocs. How am i supposed to react huh? Tell me.
Moving on, the dinner plus company plus laughters i had last Sat with Ms Bontoz was triple AWESOME! Wish we had stayed longer for both the eating n chilling part. Next time come with a really, REALLY empty stomach ok darls?
On another note, i wish the plans for next yr hols will be as per plan. Pls dont tell me that anyone will be backing out. And, shoe buying session oke soon?
PS : - I think i am having the hots for someone not of my race.
BTW, i absolutely LOVE this pic. Isnt it oh-so scenic? It's super hard oke to take pictures like this. And know where is this location? Sunset Way! Such perfect name for a perfect scenic sunset photo, aint it?
