So.. i did not have that dinner treat which i mentioned in the past entry on last Tuesday.. Instead, i had a MAJOR, big fite with that farkin MaleFren. The quarrel was over the phone initially, afterwhich it got so heated up, that i met him up n continued the arguement. It was over a small matter actually. He had to make it farking big and got me all so totally mad farkin pissed. I dun wanna elaborate more. All i can n will say is, it left me with a cigg mark on my hand. Intentionally or not, that.. only God knows. It used to be shards of glasses, now its cigg marks.. So what's next? aku suke ni mcm!

To My Pop in the above pic (exclude out my lil bro's idiotic face), words cant explain how much i love u Father! Thnks for EVERYTHING.

Skrg, aku da nak berambos ge tdo uh..

Eventually, i went karaoke last nite. And im not gonna come back to that same branch again. Will still be patronising the vendor but not that branch. Session was up to 3am. A fren wanted to fetch me back home since he's driving.. Initially i didnt want to as i dont want him to think that im making use of him just because he happens to drive a car. He insisted but it so happens dat when im done, he's still at his fren's place. All e better that way. He actually wanted me to wait for him for like 30mins or so, but i decline his kind offer to fetch me. I do not want to set him on e wrong path, u see.

The convo continued with him n me debating, accusing, exchanging profanities w each other n such. We just simply cannot have a nice conversation. This aint normal and I really dont get it why. So after some random talkings.. i suddenly miang asked him this ques : -

**The rest, aku believe krng pun mls n tknk tahu ape die ckp laa kan.**

I dunnoe if i can believe him anot. Its hard to trust a guy's words. :) He doesnt set my adrenalin rushing la bebeh. Not for now laa atleast. But my day is somehow incomplete if i dont hear him talking to me. I used to have doubts on him. He somehow gv me the feeling dat he's lying or hiding something from me. But last Friday, he proved me wrong. Things dat i tot he was lying to me about, turns out to be true. Im taking things real slow now. All at my own pace. He's meeting me this Tues. Someone's payday is on Tuesday, so wanna treat me to dinner. That is if, im werkin till 430. Otherwise, we have to postpone it.

So my phone has been ringing incessantly since 5am this morning. I am so annoyed. Part mane orng2 ni tk phm aku need my gorgeous beauty sleep.?

So, I've learnt that pple would only come to u when they have need or use for u.
Easy to say, when u are of value to them, they will treat u like royalties.
Its a dog eat dog werld afterall out there. Every man for himself, aint it?

People change, u see. I kinda pretty much expected it.
Honestly, i am not surprised. It just proves me rite.
Well, what's done cannot be undone rite? So be it, then.
If they are capable of all this, well.. so am i. :)


On another note,
PARTYY NITES ARE SORELY MISSED !
I MISSED THE FUN, THE PPLES, THE DJ, THE SERVERS, THE BOUNCERS &THE ATMOSPHERE OF IT !

Met up with the male fren on 5th June.. Chilled for quite awhile. Head to some places. Shared some moments.

The male fren got himself DB cause of reservist. He did not AWOL. He didnt recvd the letter. All i have to say is, things are pretty confusing on his end.

Met up with Mr Rider on 11 June.. Was an impromptu last min decision. Was at work, doing my daily stuffs except that im abit much more busy this week since the boss is on leave. Mr Rider smsed me, asking me to ring him up. He was kinda bored at work. Since i was in no mood to work, i rang him n we talked for awhile. All during working hrs. :) Like i said, i was in no mood to work, ofcoz i cudnt wait for time to knock off. He on the other hand, ends work at 530. An hour later then me. Was telling me that he was bored, no place to go. No one at home n stuffs like dat. Indirectly, in actual fact die hinting die nk ajak aku kuar. Nk step shy je tu mat rempit!

So i met him up, initial plan was to head to Marina at Keppel Bay. MrRider feeling romantic la kann... ajak aku ge tgk2 sunset, kapal n stuffs like dat. Got to noe, road to keppel bay was off-limits, both me n him end up sittin at his bike, infront of Spore Poly for few minutes, deciding whr to go. Bile part ader vechicle, tkde destination. Bile tkder vechicle, destination is at the fingertips! After much procrasination n mini arguements where me wanted to go to WestCoastPark n he wanted to go to KentRidgePark, we decide its best for us to topup his petrol first before decidin further.

But since he's the rider, he tool precedence over me. Meaning aku ni kan pillion, he may say he wanna go WCP where in actual fact he's driving to KRP. Now now readers, before u start thinking yg bukan2, we go there bkn nk hanky panky making out session ehh.. Like i mentioned, Mr Rider was feeling romantic.. So as the pillion, i havnt got much of a choice do i.? Mr Rider ingat, aku ni time2 ali setan n azura lah gituu.. ge riding la pples.. We got to this road at Science Park Dr. Pop ever told me once, that this road's corner are the best in town. Killer corners i must say. He die2 feeling motor GP, corner die, aku sumpah aku ingat Tuhan laa ok! Overall, it was fun. Great ride. And he's cute. brush aside the fact that he's 20. Khekhe.

So my Sat was a semi farked-up and a semi happening one. Datin was being very unreasonable, Claiming her exact share, no more no less. Reason was bcos if i have more on me, i would spent it all on booze. What are weekends for rite?

Datin picked me up frm home, drove us to BB to watch KudaKeps.. Met up with the whole lot of them. My first time watching, so was kinda fascinated, awed n stuffs like that. Saw bnyk barang baikk dokk. Hawthawtheat oi! Esp those astina.. Imagination run wild bebeh! Time sure run fast when u are enjoying those views. haha.

8-ish...Decide to make a move to Marina, its our last one w Doc Yan n patients. Met up w Lee n Lynn.. The worst Marina outing w them. Not w Lee n Lynn ofcoz, im referring to the other one. Dog-like ok perangai masing2. Menyesal dokk turun.. But Since Doctor had to serve the country, so yea.. aku benci ok dngn Steven tu mlm. Dont ask why, i just do. Far worst den dawg ok. Attitude drg werewolves uhh senang ckp. Ouh, Stevie plucked/shaved his brows btw. I find it hawt. I always like guys who do dat. Love-hate ehh aku nihh? keke

Amazinly, Didnt drank at all that nite. Somehow, Ams n Bar da no longer appeal to me. Was never a beer person anw. My roots are still with those liq..

Bla bla black sheep n all... head back home by the last train. Smsed Datin.. she picked me up.. buy some food for me. I was god damn hungry. Den home sweet home.

Nothing much to rave about laa on my pathetic Sats.

Went to Jurong Bird Park w the family on Sunday. School's out so pretty much expected n self-explanatory isnt it for fams to go to places of interest?

Kinda lazy to blog now actually, where infact i wanna talk about my date with the male-fren on Last Monday n silly Chef's antics. Mind pretty much occupied w PrisonBreak so dat explains why im in no mood to blog.

Stevie rang me up today. We talked for abit. The convo, kinda weird if u ask me.
Male-fren been wanting to meet me daily now. Same goes for Chef. Amcam ckp now?
More on this pples later ok readers?

13th, come quick

kambengs2, picas are up at my multiply.

Initially i wanna blog.. but since my hothotheat MrScofield is on channel 5 now.. be back later ok.

btw, date semlm super BAIK dokk.
HEEE.
WEEEEEEEE
LALALALALALALA~~