i am in need to let out all my pent up emotions.
i desperately need a listening ear for me to pour out all my woes too.
I cannot keep it, inside of me any longer.

And in critical moments like this, all of them turned their backs on me.
All, every single one them. Upset bigg time sia!

Aku sungguh sakit haty. Haty aku sungguh sakit.
Aku nak luahkan perasaan. I cannot take it any more.

And so for that, im gonna blogged it all out.
But ...
Im not gonna blog it here. Im gonna blogged it at the other site.

Aku, Nur'aini yg farking egoistic apologised oke!!
And its not even my fault in the first place ok damnit.!
But still, i swallowed it all down. I said sorry. I gave in.
Mengalah tk bererti kau kalah btol ??
Afterall, I've learned that its better to lose yr ego to someone u love, rather den lost someone u love cos of yr ego.
I just hope he/us n all this is worth it.

PS : - Im not talkin abt Neil ok babes. We still remain status quo. Which also = nowhere. Fark migrating!
PPS : - aku btol rase, aku ni fated to be with a matrep uhh.